Week three
My clients are starting to see me as a mean, cruel person! Those who come in on a continual basis are seeing the changes quite profoundly. The leaves are thinning out as they are dying. I have such a hard time actually vocalizing that it is ugly. I feel my insides just twist and turn knowing what I am consciously doing. I find it interesting that a client will acknowledge how profoundly the words are effecting the plant and killing it yet they will still make comments like “I am so sick” or “I just don’t have any time” or “I feel so awful” – when I hear someone saying such statements I now simply point to the plant. It sometimes takes a second to register but then I muscle test them to show them how those negative statements weaken their body drastically. I am guilty of it as well and since doing this to the plants I am becoming much more aware of my own “self talk” and also how I phrase things to others.
